Lonely days and sleepless nights. It’s become a routine. No one ever asks how I feel anymore. No one even bothers to wonder how I’m doing. I mean what if I’m on the edge of suicide but then again maybe I’m completely fine. Who would know? No one ever asks. Maybe no one ever asks because I don’t really have friends that care. Maybe because all I ever do is shelter myself and hide in my room. You may all wonder how I’m doing now, right? Because I made some stupid post about it. But I don’t even know how I feel. If I were to to describe it, I guess you can say I feel completely empty.
You knew I was the best you have ever had. That’s why you went through such great lengths to dump me and try to hide the fact that you were with someone else in less than a week. That is why you had to delete your social networks and make completely new ones. That is why you made sure you erased me from your life because you knew that I was too good for you. So you had to get rid of me. Before you could do anymore damage. Well, your damage is already done.
Awh man.. After a stressful week of school and trying to find a job and just everything, I thought I was gonna have a stress free weekend full of friends. I even packed my bags. I guess not. Back to being gloomy, boring, and stressed it is );